~ known and unkown , nightmares ~
We both were very familiar with nightmares, haina? I held you so tightly, not letting you go. I tried… and you felt okay, even if it was just for that single night. I wanted to tell you something—something only you can understand. I will, very soon. Until then, I’ll stay with you, because it’s healing me too. You’re the one thing I want to protect the most. Even if it means straining every single drop of blood in my body, I’ll do it for you. You feel different, as if you’re merging with me… as if you’re cutting into my body and replacing it with yourself. And it doesn’t hurt. Not at all. I know you feel the same way. But what happens after we fully merge? Can we ever leave? Can you ever leave? And… can I? I think we’ll merge completely very soon , so completely that there won’t be a me or you left to separate. And I know that terrifies you, because it means losing everything… but don’t be scared. I’ve already accepted that kind of death, as long as it means I get to disappear inside you. .